Saturday, May 7, 2011

Roller Coasters and Reality Checks

I know it's been a while since I've blogged about anything, and I have had several ideas for blog starts, but those will have to wait for later. For now I must relay the experience that I had yesterday, shortly after arriving at my new home in Cedar Point. (For those who might be unaware, I scored a summer job working the front desk at a hotel in Cedar Point - a place I had never been before yesterday. In fact, I have never even been on a roller coaster. I can already tell that this is going to be a summer of firsts for me.)

I arrived at the Point of the Cedar variety (as my best friend calls it) early yesterday afternoon to process-in, sign tax forms, and all that jazz. My chauffeurs (in the form of my mother, my brother, and my man) graciously waited around until I was settled in, and I was grateful for the extra time with all of them. But once evening came and I was moved into employee housing, it was time to say goodbye. And that's when the reality check began.

I watched them drive away and started walking back to my apartment (which I share with 15 other people). I was suddenly alone, knowing no one. I had no car, no bike, nothing but my own two feet. It was terrifying and thrilling at the same time. I also realized at that moment that I hadn't had dinner yet, and I had no meal plan and no mother to cook for me.

Naturally, I went into survival mode. For me, this meant grabbing my purse and going off on a hike to search for the closest grocery store. As I started walking, I was already making a mental list of things that I could buy on my pre-paycheck budget: bread, peanut butter, jelly, ramen noodles. I was a man with a plan. Well....sort of.

And then I saw it, off in the distance--a red circular sign with the letters I, G, and A. I started walking faster toward the sign. IGA would be my savior, my knight in shining armor....or so I thought. Upon reaching the halfway point between my apartment and this so-called "grocery store", I realized that the red circle actually contained the letters D and Q. This was alarming to me, as I realized....my vision has gotten so bad that I mistook a Dairy Queen for an IGA.

The disappointment was short-lived, though. I wanted a grocery store, but I mean, when life gives you ice cream, you don't turn that down. I figured I would get a blizzard and ask where I could find a grocery store. And then I noticed something else. The words "Grill & Chill" were resting on that sign underneath the D and the Q. My disappointment was replaced with excitement as I realized that I could actually just eat dinner at Dairy Queen and get a delicious burger with a blizzard for dessert. Groceries could wait, I decided. The place looked really nice, too. Practically brand new! 

And that's when I noticed all the bulldozers in the parking lot. I was practically at the door before I realized that this particular Dairy Queen was, in fact, brand new. Not even open yet. The waves of disappointment rushed back, especially when I ended up eating dinner at the McDonald's across the street. And I realized that this experience of trying to find food was sort of like a roller coaster of expectation and disappointment. Probably my first of many roller coaster experiences here at Cedar Point.

But the moral of the story is that I did manage to find food (albeit McDonald's) and I realized that this summer is going to challenge me, but I'm up to the challenge. I want to use this opportunity of living on my own to grow on my own. Aside from fending for myself, I plan to better my health by running everyday. I intend to teach myself guitar (or at least one song on the guitar--let's not get too optimistic) and improve my French by actually reading books in French. I want to meet tons of new people and experience as many new things (like roller coasters!) as I can. And maybe...just maybe....I'll even blog about some of it. 

Saturday, March 5, 2011

It was time.

To me, blogging has always seemed a bit...narcissistic. Creating an entire website for the sake of exhibiting my own thoughts, ideas, and ramblings and entertaining the possibility that others might actually care enough to read it...well, who has the time to be so self-centered?

Answer: My brother, Jason Parks. He's one of the most narcissistic people I know. But he's also one of the best writers I know, and reading his blog has inspired me to begin this venture. (In fact, I stole the concept for my blog title and website name from him--mostly because sitting around trying to come up with a witty name sounded like too much work.)

So here I am, with plenty of time on my hands and plenty of thoughts and ideas racing through my head. This will be a new experience for me. When I have blogged before, it has been about something, for a purpose. This time, this is just me. This will be my outlet for my ramblings on college life, music, travel, culture, and maybe even the occasional drunk rant about women and farm animals. Mark Zuckerberg had to start somewhere, and maybe this blog will be the jumping-off point for my next multi-billion dollar business venture. Then again, maybe not.